The Violator

I have opened a new chapter in my life and the people I have vibed with have been added into my life, there are a handful, but they are ones that I wish to cherish. But with myself pulled away from interacting with people I am learning that what may be ok with me may not be ok with them. The things I do some uncontrollable some just out of stupidity because I let things get the better half of me, Violate the integrity of the amazing relationships that I had started to build. I ask myself how can someone else trust me if I can not trust myself? These things the ones that I am learning of late is what is costing me my life, it is what makes me part of the Living Dead, the ones alive but not living a life. For my self to succeed, to be apart of the living I have to educate myself on these aspects of relationships and hold true to them. I have to allow myself to get close without attaching. Its these small things in life that make life. Its the small things that you have to love for the rest to blossom into something bigger...